I have received a lot of congratulatory, love as well as good luck letters, cards and gifts from anonymous, sincere friends as well as many that I have not met. I appreciate those sweet thoughts, time and the efforts taken to write and to sent me those letters, cards and gifts. I am touched by your sweet encouraging words as well as the compilations of news paper cuttings, magazines and articles about me with some dated all the way back in 1990.
I have to admit that I have lost many of the newspaper articles and most of the magazine articles dated pre-1996 and those compilations meant a lot me. I am grateful to Siti Zuraidah of Sekinchan, Selangor.
I would also like to apologize for writing in English. My English is certainly not the best but my Malay writing is worse. We always speak English or Kelantanese dialect at home but never a proper BM. Kelantanese dialect is really foreign and those who has never heard of Kelantanese dialect would never understand it. My friend Jak called Kelantanese dialect as German.
Ironically, my mum was a Malay language teacher during her teaching days but I did not take the SPM exam and did not study Malay language after SRP. I took GCSE, UK. So my malay writing really sucks.
My apology for not being able to name all those that wrote to me since the 1990s and my apology too for not replying. The truth is, I do not know how to reply in Malay language but I understand it well. Thank you for never giving up in writing. Your letters, cards and emails had inspired me to battle through tough and challenging times.
The newspaper cuttings, magazines articles as well as some cards and letters that were sent to me will be published in my book that I hope to launch it next year.
Thank you all for the kind words, sweet thoughts, never-ending encouragement and for remembering me.
I remember the big fuss when a local actress, Syarifah Amani, proclaimed in an award ceremony that she was more fluent in English and then proceeded to give her speech in English. After that, a ruckus erupted over how unpatroitic she was. Remember that? Personally i feel that a person should be free to express himself in whatever language that he feels comfortable in. The only exception to that is during official functions where protocol is followed and social rules dictate the situation. I think its wonderful that you express your thoughts so eloquently in English and even dare to admit it!
ReplyDeleteRegards, LINDA